Episode #34: Unleash Your Fullest Potential with Master Astrologist Samantha Hollingsworth

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Welcome to the fully expressed podcast with Karenna.
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I am your podcast host, Karenna Soto.
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And this is the show where we have different conversations that invite you into your fullest expressed self and life, relationships and business.
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And today is really exciting for me because I have a really special guest on here and that I met, I think last year, we’ve only become friends in last year, but she has become one of my best friends and one of my closest sisters.
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And I’m so excited to share her with you because she is a master astrologist and such a great human and always, and her and I have just connected in not just like through this work, but I feel like we just like vibe and connect in general.
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So I was so excited for you guys to meet her.
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Her name is Samantha Hollingsworth and Samantha is here with us.
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So I’m going to let her introduce herself.
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Thank you.
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That’s the best intro ever.
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Yeah, I feel like we just connected on every soul level.
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I still have to put our charts together and see like our connections.
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I know we have a lot of similarities.
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But yeah, so I am an astrologer and a Goldsmith and a seeker of spirituality and knowledge and just living life to the full really going on an adventure.
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I love that.
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Now, I remember when we, so I met you at Evan’s house, which is another friend that we met.
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And I met Evan at one of my women’s circles, but she was holding her own women’s circle and like her own little community thing that we were at her house.
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And I, I remember like you talking and you start talking about astrology and the way that you lit up, I was like, I really like her.
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I need to become friends with her.
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I need to get to know her more and like the more that I hung out with you, I was like, yeah, she’s going to be a part of my life forever.
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I know.
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I feel exactly the same way.
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It was like, I always laugh because I think we think of soulmates sometimes as partnerships.
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But I have, especially in the last year, met just a couple women.
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You included that when I met you.
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It’s like, oh, where have you been all my life?
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Like hi sister.
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So I, yeah, we have soul sister mates too.
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Yeah, I feel that so deeply and I think that’s for anyone that’s listening to the podcast too.
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It’s like, you know, sometimes you just find your people and you just connect them, but it’s by leaning into the things, right?
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Like, so, like, I found you in this space of like, consciousness and like, people doing the work and around women that are really leaning into their spirituality and like all this stuff.
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And this is like, I was so intrigued and that I really want to embody that.
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And then I met you, you know, and then that’s like the gift of like, leaning into the things that call you because you find people that are like literally soul sisters.
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And I’m sure there’s something in our charts which we’ll talk about eventually that like just says, yeah, you guys were supposed to meet at some point in this timeline.
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Totally.
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Absolutely.
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And it’s interesting too because right before I met you, excuse me, I had a falling out with a group of women and I was just so bummed about it.
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And I remember my husband was like, ok, just ask the universe to call in a new group of, of soul sisters.
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I wanted a deeper connection.
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I didn’t feel 100% seen by this group.
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I was in.
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It was all for the, all for the best.
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But the awesome thing was that right after that is when I met you and another woman and kind of came into this circle of amazing incredible women that were now in.
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And I feel like it was from just asking the universe to bring me like deeper connections and really incredible women that in fired me and the universe has blown me away.
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Yeah, I think I was in the same season too of like really calling and 2023 was the year of like, I really want a deep community.
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I want like, support and I want to be loved and seen and heard in all aspects but also like, inspired and motivated.
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Like it wasn’t just like, yes, I want that and I feel like you and I are both working towards our businesses, our passions, we’re trying to create like this big life for ourselves.
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And that to me also like means so much to me because it’s like, oh, like you get to know my day to day, you know about my relationships, you know what I’m going through and you’re also like, we’re holding the vision for each other and celebrating each other along the way to like bigger and greater.
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And like, that’s really what I was like.
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All right.
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Where are my people at?
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And here we are totally.
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Yeah.
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And I think it’s so important as women to support each other and not, not be in that competition.
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Energy, which just happens sometimes.
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But yeah, same.
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I really want just women who could see all of me and I could express myself and all of me.
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And I think I think everybody wants that to a certain extent, but especially women, I think we need it.
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We need to be seen by our sisters.
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Yeah, I feel like there’s eventually I would love to talk about this on the podcast, but there is something that there’s like another, what do we call it?
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Not species of women, but there’s women out there that are really competing against each other.
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Right?
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Like, I don’t know how to say it.
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Like another group of people, another group of women where you can get into this place of like, well, she has this and I don’t have that she’s better than me or whatever.
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And it’s like, then you’re like, holding all this jealousy against them and like, that kind of energy is so, it’s just so unnecessary and exhausting.
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Like being in the, like, loving, supportive energy with your sister specifically and having sisterhood, I think, and the more I think about this, I think there’s more people out there that have sisterhood wounds.
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Like I did, like, I definitely have like sisterhood wounds and like, being able to let myself be seen by women is just like a whole nother thing that I feel like I’ve been able to, to.
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But a lot of people do have those like deeper wounds from like growing up.
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Like there’s, I mean, I’ve heard stories I’ve never dealt with mean girls in high school but like, if some people deal with mean girls in high school, you know, like being really bullied by mean girls and it’s like, oh, how do I work through that?
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So then I can, like, create the loving relationship that we can do and like, have with other women.
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Yeah, I agree.
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And I think, I think society is partly to blame for that too.
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It pits us against each other.
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And I feel like if you have, like you said, French, like women wounds, mother wounds, any of those things where, you know, women innately are meant to be open hearted and nurturing and all these things.
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And I think that, you know, if you grow up, grow up without that or you just don’t have that in your life, it’s hard sometimes to, to feel comfortable even allowing that in.
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And so I feel like showing, you know, you’re an example of what it looks like to just be so open hearted and nurturing and loving.
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And I think that’s really a gift, you know, and I think more women need to see that and that there, it’s also, I think I talked about this too sometimes when I’m talking, I tied into astrology too, but it’s part of manifestation and all of those things, which is, you know, that lack mindset looking into the world and being shown, there’s not enough, you know, we, we live in a society that kind of pushes scarcity, especially in the Western world.
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And I feel like when we realize there’s enough, you know, like there’s an infinite amount of people that can express their uniqueness.
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And that’s what I love the most about astrology is, you know, you could have the exact same chart as someone else and be a completely different human because you can express that, that essence of the chart in your unique way.
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And I think if more people realize that they, they’d see that everyone’s voice is necessary, it’s all needed.
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You know, we don’t need to compete.
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There’s enough for everybody so true.
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I love that so much.
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And so like, let’s double down into astrology, you know, like, so we’re gonna be talking a lot about astrology today and just like how you can use astrology as a tool.
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But I would love to learn Sam.
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Like, how did you find astrology?
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How did you even get to a place of wanting to become a master astrologist and also tapping into this?
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Like, I would love to hear how you’ve been able to like tap into this channel for astrology because y’all, once you hear her talk about astrology, what’s happening in this world, which we will get there on this podcast like today and this season, like, you’ll hear her speak and you’re like, whoa.
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So I want to know all that about that.
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Yeah.
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So it’s funny because I had a reading like my very first astrology reading that someone did for me, I think she was a shamanic, she called herself a shamanic astrologer and that was in 2018, I believe, or maybe 2019.
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And I just relied to it again and it was so interesting to go back and, I mean, it’s just such a different time in my life.
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I remember getting that reading and being fascinated, but it’s so interesting because it wasn’t, it wasn’t that I, I thought, oh, I’m going to go pursue this now.
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I just thought, oh, that’s really cool.
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Like, what a neat gift to have, you know?
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And then when 2020 happened and the world shut down and my business really, I was a Pilates instructor and I had like a pretty thriving business and a lot of those clients, you know, someone went online and some I left and so I had extra time and I remember being on Instagram and, you know, nothing against any.
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I mean, I love Instagram and there’s amazing people on there.
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But I was just always that person that’s always hesitant to buy a program on Instagram or any of those things.
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I just wasn’t really in the social media world at the time.
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And so this woman came across my feed and I just, I’ve never felt such a strong, yes, you have to take this course.
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And that’s exactly she was offering an astrology basics course.
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And it was wild.
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I’ve never had such a strong pull to just be like, I’m signing up for this.
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So I took the first one and I would just say it was like, I really believe astrology is a language it’s the language of our soul and it just lit up.
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But like all of a sudden it was as if I was up to something I always knew inside of me and I just didn’t realize that’s like the best way I can kind of describe it.
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So it was as if something turned on a light bulb turned on.
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I ended up taking her second level.
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And after that I definitely started to read more books.
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I realized I didn’t want to take too many of other people’s courses just because I do think part of what this gift is is channeling too.
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And I believe everyone can access this.
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I think that, you know, it’s about tapping in and we can all access, you know, the divine in different ways.
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But I definitely, once I knew the basics, I started just reading more about what’s called evolutionary astrology, which is the idea that we come here to learn lessons and we continue to evolve through lifetime.
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And yeah, it’s really interesting.
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And then that just coupled with the readings I was doing with different people, I started just receiving more and more information and it’s just kind of gone from there and yeah, it just continues to evolve.
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Yeah.
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So, I mean, that sounds so beautiful.
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It sounds like you got this hit and like this nudge and it was like, oh light bulb moment.
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This is giving me so much life.
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I need more of this So tell me a little bit more about the evolution of like our souls coming down and being here and evolving.
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What does that mean?
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Yeah.
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So the idea is that there’s, I don’t want to say levels because there’s, it’s really understanding something you realize in astrology and something I really love about it is there is no bad, there’s no good and bad.
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It’s more worth frequency.
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And you know, when we get into like where we are right now in astrology, it’ll make a little more sense, but just without going too far into it, Pluto is a planet that really rules our collective energy and collective consciousness and it’s moving into Aquarius or it’s in Aquarius.
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Pardon me?
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And it’s going to be there for about 17 years.
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And that really is the coming to the understanding that we are energy frequency and vibration.
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And when you understand that you realize, yes, there are lower frequencies and higher frequencies like love and anger and those sort of things, but there’s no bad.
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It’s all lessons.
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And so the idea of evolutionary astrology is that you come here usually with nothing and you, you, you build your physical sense.
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So everything in kind of the physical world, you, you learn to understand money and self worth and our value and some of those basic needs, like you learn how to have your basic needs met and then you work your way up, right?
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And you kind of get to that level where maybe you have everything given to you, you have all the money you could ever want.
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You have all the possessions.
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And then you’re, you realize, oh, I’m maybe I’m not happy or I’m still missing something.
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And so then you go on the spiritual quest and you start to go inwards and you start to ask yourself the eye questions, who am I?
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And why am I here?
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And what is life and what is the purpose of all of this?
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And as you make your way, it all goes back to service, being of service.
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And in the end, you really come to this realization that we are all one consciousness expressing itself in unique forms for this short period of time on earth.
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And you, you know that it’s about really connecting and, and losing that separation, letting go of the I’m this, I’m that and recognizing we’re all one and that the more you give, the more good you feel really.
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And so it’s finding the eye and then sharing that eye with the we essentially, yeah.
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And this can happen in one lifetime, 1000 lifetimes, 10,000 lifetimes.
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It’s really based on the soul’s journey.
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So, you know, it’s, there’s no one path, there’s many paths.
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And I think too, you know, there’s, I’ve read that and I, and other people talk about this, but you know that we also come sometimes and have easy lives because we’ve had really challenging lives, you know, and that’s why I say, like, there’s no reason to compare or feel jealous or judgmental because we’re all, we’ve been all things.
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We’ve been all races, we’ve been all colors, we’ve been everything.
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We’ve been a tree, we’ve been a rock.
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I really believe that we’ve been everything and that’s kind of what evolutionary astrology talks about and speaks into.
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I keep thinking about like the time that we were sitting in the car, like on the way home from the farmers market and like you were giving me and Nick deeper readings and I forget what you said where I came from.
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But for Nick, I think he, he had come, he was like a farmer or something in a different lifetime and to break this down, like for, for him, you were sharing how he had to work through these things.
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Like his, his mission here on earth was to work through these, these I don’t want to call them weaknesses or these gaps or like whatever he’s here to learn.
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But based on what his soul was before, right?
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So his soul here is now on this lifetime to actually work through this break through this.
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Integrate this and, and what’s the last word?
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Yeah, fully integrate these parts of themselves.
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Is that what you’re talking about?
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Yeah, essentially you’re coming here to work through.
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I mean, that’s why we come back essentially in evolutionary strategies because we didn’t fully learn the lessons or we’re missing like we, we or we came for a specific purpose.
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And then, you know, we, we either got there and then we move on to the next lesson or we didn’t and we come back and do it again.
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And you can see that in some of the charts.
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When you have certain planets with the north and south node, you can kind of understand that, OK, you didn’t quite learn this lesson, you came back to master it.
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We’re here to become masters of our energy and masters of our mind.
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And so, you know, that can take a long time.
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Earth is very dense and very challenging and you know, I think Buddha is like a good example, I guess, you know, Jesus Buddha, all these figures in our, in our, you know, religious figures in our society really represent and, you know, not to poke feathers because I know everyone is entitled to have their own belief system.
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But I feel they are all examples of kind of reaching that higher state of consciousness, which is that, you know, there is no separation.
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It’s I kind of describe it as a healthy detachment, meaning you’re not detaching from a place of escapism or numbing.
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But you realize that you work through your thorns when someone pokes you and you get agitated or irritated, it’s because you haven’t healed something in yourself.
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And you realize like everyone’s holding the mirror for each other.
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And when we can let go of that attachment and really sit in our center point, we recognize, you know, we can find that stillness, that heat and that healthy detachment and that’s kind of what it means.
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So we’re all working to that high echelon of, of pure of and detachment.
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But yeah, for most of us, we’re still working through aspects of ourselves and mastering other things and you’re, you’re really never leaving anything behind, you’re finding the balance.
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And this is why also to say really quick, I don’t do a lot of horoscopes and things like that because you aren’t just your son, you’re your whole chart.
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So to just say, oh yeah, this is how you’re going to feel because you’re a, a son or a tourist.
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So it’s not really accurate because there’s a million.
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I mean, if you took 10 Tauruses and put them together for sure, they’ll have some similarities, but they’ll be very different.
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I mean, there’s so many factors that play into a person’s personality.
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Yeah, I feel like that’s something that I had learned.
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Like when I was doing astrology, I think I came across astrology like, like 5, 10 years ago, but it was as simple as like me Googling and saying like, all right, what does Libra have to show today?
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You know, like I would sit with it and I’d be like, that kind of hits that kind of drop it.
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Like I don’t think that’s really present for me and then I’d go down the rabbit hole of oh what is my compatibility with my partner?
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And then it’s like saying, like, how incompatible we are.
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But I’m like, I love my man so much and I’d be like, what the fuck.
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And so I say that with like, now that I’ve dove in, into with you and like learning so much about my astrology chart and like, I look at it, I’m like, oh my gosh, this is covering all aspects of me.
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It’s like my Virgo the fact that like my south node and not like I want to talk about what South node and north nodes are, which you taught me.
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But there’s just so much of my term.
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I’m like, oh my God, I’m yeah.
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Gemini makes sense as myself, which I would love for you to share like, what are some of the important things that someone can pay attention to in their astrology chart chart as well as describe in deeper depth, what is the South Note and what is a North Note and how someone could leverage that?
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Yeah, totally.
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I think it, I was, I just want to say too, I think it’s funny when you told me that you and Nick, oh We’re not, you know, everything says we’re not compatible.
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I was, I was kind of taken aback because you guys have the most beautiful dynamic so obvious you’re meant to be together and I’m like, we need to look at these tricks.
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I don’t believe that.
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And, yeah, when you see the sun, for sure, it makes sense.
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But when you actually,, you know, look at your charts, there’s so many, many things that are compatible.
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So it, you know what I would say, I’ll say just quickly to stay on relationships for just a second.
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If you really want to know your compatibility, I could give a really brief overview.
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I actually look at the sun sign last.
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It really doesn’t matter as much to me.
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I look at the moon first, the moon and emotional self and that also relates to the notes the moon, the moon is that the nodes are ruled by the moon.
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And so that’s why the nodes also play such a huge role in our life because the moon is huge.
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Like the moon, our emotional world is everything.
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So when you have moons either in the same sign or same element, so earth, air fire water, that’s a very strong compatible match emotionally.
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Again, you don’t have to have one.
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It’s not like if you don’t have this, you’re not a match.
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It just means like it’s easy and it flows and it feels good.
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If you have the same Mars, it’s kind of the same for all the planets.
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If you have Mars in the same element or in the same sign, you’re going to have a strong sexual compatibility and you have fetus in the same sign or the same element.
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You’re going to have a strong love, compatibility.
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And then mercury is our communication and the way we process and think so, that’s always a bonus.
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And I’m pretty sure you and Nick have a good, I remember the same, same element I think of your mercury.
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Which so do me and my husband and we have you guys and us, we have great communication.
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It makes it again, it just makes it easier to understand also sometimes like if signs are touching.
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So it’s like a moon in Pisces and a moon in a that a lot of times can be a good match because they like get each other, they’re next to each other in the zodiac.
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So there’s a lot, I mean, it goes way deeper than that, but that’s kind of a basic like I would look at all those things first before I ever looked at like the sun right now.
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The nodes are so powerful.
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The nodes are really the school of life that you came here to master.
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So when you were referring to kind of what I was telling Nick, it has everything to do with his south node and north node.
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And the south note is where we’re coming.
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It deals with past lives.
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It deals with unhealed traumas and karma and it’s also where our greatest gifts lie.
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And then the north node is where we’re headed in this life.
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And the north node really, we also have gifts at the north node.
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And you know, again, if you have other planets with these nodes and you’ve done this before, you, you have an understanding.
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But if you were to look at your chart, say, and you don’t have anything next to it, I always say it’s like going to a foreign country, you don’t speak the language, you don’t have a phone and you don’t have a map and you’re like, I’m gonna find this one place.
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And so it can feel challenging.
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But your whole chart facilitates the learning of this node of the north node and the south node.
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So it’s really like the school you came here to master and everything in your chart facilitates those lessons, our parents facilitate those lessons, our friends, our partners, you know, and whatever node nodes they’re in and is kind of the energy that you’re mastering and letting go of.
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And then of course, the house that it’s in is kind of the last thing.
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But the houses are really the area of life that this is kind of where the mastery will be found.
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So for you as sage north node and Gemini sal node, you are on this sort of spiritual quest in life.
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You are here to dive deeper and, and really learn mastery of a few things versus the desire to just like be into all the things at once.
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Gemini really is an energy that just loves, you know, to learn every little thing of all the things and read 10 pages of a book and move on to another book.
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And, you know, they have a beautiful mind, they’re fast, they’re smart, they’re very eloquent and well spoken and all the things.
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So it’s again, like, as you can see, it’s a gift, it’s not all bad, but it’s also, you know, learning, you know, learning how to calm the mind, learning how to be in the box, learning how to kind of go on the quest.
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Adventure travel sage is the seeker and the pioneer.
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So really freedom, you know, living a life of personal freedom and exploration and foreign travel, all those things are kind of that North and South Note for you.
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Yeah.
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Thank you for sharing that.
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And if you were to dive in deeper, right?
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So we get more specific into which houses these are in.
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And my parents saying that that even takes it a little further.
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Yes, I can’t remember.
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Do you remember what houses are in?
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I think it’s in the 12th house.
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I think Gemini is in the 12th house.
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So then it’s like learning that.
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So the 12th house is the house of Piss.
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It’s the house of the divine.
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The other side is where a psychic gets.
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Yeah, we should look it up.
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I think I might have it on my Yeah, I thought, I mean, not even for just for me.
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But it’s just like, because I’ve heard this from you so many times.
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But like, I think for anyone that’s listening, like being able to look up their south notes or look at their north south node as well as looking at to like where they are and which house they are.
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Yes.
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So yours is in the ninth house?
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Yourself?
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In your north?
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So your yours, so this is interesting.
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So like if you were to look, if you don’t know anything about astrology, it can be challenging because it’s like you look at this, I could even just show like you look at this, this.
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Yeah, like what it’s like what the fuck?
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Yeah, I feel like what it looks like.
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Like how am I gonna understand that?
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Yeah, but there’s so much, I mean, you could Google a lot of this, you know, like luckily astrology is blowing up.
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I love it.
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There’s so much out there that you could find out but the houses really are the areas of life that you’re going to see a lot of these lessons and these energies show up in.
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So for you, it’s interesting because your sound notes in the house of Sage even though it’s in your South notice and I and your North Notes in the house of Gemini, even though it’s sad.
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So you’re like double learning this lesson of sage and Gemini, it’s like real strong for you and the balance of it.
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You know.
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Yeah, exactly.
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Which is beautiful.
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I actually, I don’t know.
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I feel like that’s one of my favorite North and South Notes.
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I don’t want to say it’s easier.
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It’s just not some of the other ones are very challenging.
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Like I just, it’s very challenging.
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My husband and Nick have the same north node, which is Scorpio, North Note.
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And, you know, there’s a lot of loss in that.
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There’s a lot of suffering I would say in a sense which is like, you know, but it makes you, but they’re also incredibly strong and profound healers and leaders and like very powerful people.
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But yeah, when you have so for you, it really is learning the balance between exploration of the world and yourself, exploration of the mind, exploration of information and also being able to not get so hyper focused that you lose that fun joy, optimism that just resides in you naturally.
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So it, you know, yeah, the house is really kind of are the, I would say the houses are kind of the icing on the cake.
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So knowing your north and south node is amazing.
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And then once you look to the houses, like if you were in the 1st and 7th house, then your nodes are really going to play out in your relationship and your need for independence like yourself of who are you?
24:04
If it’s the 2nd and 8th House, it’s going to deal with like our value, the physical world and the internal world, money and other people’s money.
24:12
You know, it’s the house of Tourists and Scorpio.
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I just said third and nine is you, which is, you know, our minds and Ninth House is kind of the world at large and exploration and travel and higher learning.
24:26
The third house is communication.
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It’s also siblings is in there.
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Fourth house is the mother and the home life.
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10th house is the opposite.
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So that’s cancer and 10th house is Capricorn.
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So that’s everything to do with the father energy career.
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So if you have your notes there, it’s going to be the balance of home life and career or like, you know how you view your whole world and then 11th house and fifth house, I’m like, what, what’s the opposite?
24:51
11th House is Aquarius and the fifth house is Leo.
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So that is your ability to shine and be seen for who you are.
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Your heart.
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Leo’s roles like the Fifth House Rules Children and kind of being seen the star of the show and Aquarius and the 11th House is everything to do with other community humanitarianism, really like how you contribute to society.
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So it’s like finding the self and then contributing that in a healthy, positive way.
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And then last but not least is 12 house and sixth house and that is physical health and spiritual health.
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And so the sixth House really is Virgo and that is our day to day routines our, our discipline, our ability to get things done.
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It’s our physical body and then the 12 house is our spiritual body.
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It’s Pisces, it really is our connection to the divine, our understanding of death, our understanding of our minds and our a our, our spiritual psychic abilities and really like it.
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Pisces rules the limp system and blood and that sort of thing.
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So you can see how it kind of covers every area of life, but that at least will give them an idea.
25:50
Now if they, if they kind of go back, they can look at what houses they’re in.
25:53
Yeah, I feel like if you’re listening to this, you gotta go back and like rewind that and take notes.
25:57
Yeah, sorry.
25:58
It’s so much information that’s like the hard part about astrology.
26:01
You can’t just, it’s not like a quick like one word answer.
26:03
But yeah, but at the same time, like I, I feel like you just covered so much and someone can always reach out to you to hire you and like do these res because like this and like human design and all these other ways, like it’s so great when you do have someone like yourself that’s like a master in these things because like it takes off the takes away the sense of confusion or unknowing or like, am I understanding this correctly?
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Am I not understanding this correctly versus like you literally live for you and do this as a part of your job and as part of your creation, like you’re passionate about it, you study it.
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So, like, it’s so much helpful and they’re like, I need to, like, I need to, I want to learn about this for myself.
26:41
They could totally reach out to you for that, you know.
26:43
Yes, absolutely.
26:44
And my mission really is to get as many people to just understand the basics.
26:47
Like, I really, I mean, I will give a reading, of course, I love readings and I love, like just telling people things about themselves.
26:54
It’s so giving readings to people that don’t really know astrology.
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But at the same time, I feel like because it is a language, it is meant to be learned by every, like we’re all supposed to have this knowledge.
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And so even if you just know your north node, you will have such a better understanding of the lessons that are showing up in your life.
27:13
So it’s like if you looked at your North and South Note and just look up those energies of what they are and what the kind of shadow aspects are of them, that’s the lesson you’re learning and it’s going to show up again and again, in every aspect, every form specifically, obviously, if it’s in a certain house and it’s going to probably show up in that area of like, more.
27:29
But yeah, it’s gonna, it’s gonna show up often because that is, it’s like school it’s the real school we’re in, you know, the school and I guess this time, so I didn’t want to cut you off.
27:39
But this has, if you like, really how someone can use astrology to living a life, I express like, truly bringing their below expressed versions of themselves and like noticing where their, their nodes are and correct me if I’m wrong obviously or make this better.
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But like they can look at what their nodes are and be like, oh, these are the lessons I’m here to like learn and, and, and how it’s adding to this journey that I’m on to fully impressing myself in all, in all areas.
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Does that?
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Yeah, absolutely.
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And I feel like, you know, astrology is, it’s not, I’m not psychic, you know, like I can’t, I’m not a fortune teller.
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I am merely reminding your soul what it already knows.
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I am helping you to remember who you really are.
28:22
And I love astrology so much because it is empowering.
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It takes you out of the victim mindset and makes you understand that you chose this.
28:31
I know that’s crazy for some people.
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But when I read people and they’re like, how do you know these things?
28:36
How like you’re in my head, you’re in my energy, you’re in my psyche.
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It’s like, no, I’m reading your map like your life path that you chose and you can choose to express that fully and embody all of the beauty that you are or you can live in the fear and the anxiety and the programming that so many of us, you know, have been born into.
28:59
I mean, we all have to a certain extent, you know, we’re all fighting these programs and these belief systems.
29:04
This is also why, you know, some people are masters of making money like it comes so easy to them and, but you look like I’ve had very wealthy clients in my life.
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But then their love life is a mess.
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They’re single or they’re struggling with their mental health or, you know, we can’t look at someone and think, oh, they have the money.
29:21
We got to look beyond the superficial because they’re so everyone is coming here to learn different things.
29:26
And that’s also where I’d say, yeah, if you can just remember who you are, you have the ability, there’s no limit to what you can bring into your life to what you can fully embody and become.
29:37
And that’s why I believe in it so much because it’s, it is kind of like, you know, even I know and I don’t know a ton about like Chinese astrology or things like that.
29:46
But I know that there are people that say, oh you’re not destined to be wealthy in this life.
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But I do, I personally believe in free will.
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So I think anything is possible.
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That’s why I say like someone with your same chart could be super wealthy and happy and living in a beautiful marriage or whatever it is you think you want for your life, they could be living that already.
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So it’s possible there’s an infinite number of ways to fully express yourself in this life.
30:09
And yeah, astrology is just a reminder of all the incredible, you know, all the incredible that is inside of you.
30:17
I love that.
30:17
You said too that like we’re all, all of our souls are here to learn something like we’re all kind of going through it no matter what flavor of the cake, what what slice of the cake we got, you know, like oh shit, I got to learn how to fuck, fucking know how to work in relationships or shit.
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I learn how to make money or like, oh I really got to work through my insecurities or I’m self doubting myself all the time.
30:37
Like we all got a piece of the cake, you know, but we all have, we all have, I guess we also have access to the whole cake if we want to, right?
30:45
It’s not just because we have this one piece of pie that we all our souls are here to learn.
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It’s like, oh I can also have the whole cake, you know, like this is available to me like I and have the entire cake.
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I’m not only supposed to have this little slice of cake.
30:58
I know it’s such a simple example but it’s perfect seeing that came to mind.
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It’s like each and every single one of us are here to learn.
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Yeah, we all have different lessons but we can integrate them into our whole self.
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So we can live this fully expressed life totally.
31:12
And you’ll, you’re all the signs like even if you don’t.
31:16
So like in astrology, if you have certain planets in certain signs in your chart, then that energy is magnified, right?
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Like you’re a Libra.
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So, so that energy is magnified for you and you embody that Libra energy in a huge way.
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That’s the fuel you burn in this life.
31:29
That’s why you’re so that’s why you’re beautiful.
31:31
I mean, sorry, Libras are usually really beautiful and inside and out.
31:34
But you know, that’s why you’re, you’re, you are a mediator and you’re so eloquent and you’re like, you want to bring peace to the world, you know, it’s so great but it doesn’t mean you don’t necessarily like say you have no planets in Leo or in, I don’t know, I know you have sad.
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So I can’t say that.
31:50
What else?
31:50
Like Scorpio, it doesn’t mean that although you have Pluto and Scorpio, I think, but it doesn’t mean I can’t think of a sign right now that you don’t maybe Taurus.
31:58
I don’t know if you have any Da Taurus.
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Yeah, but you still have that energy in you.
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You know, it’s like we are all the signs just maybe it’s not magnified for you in this lifetime.
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But if you want to access it, absolutely, like it’s there for you and there’s ways to see where it shows up in your, in your chart.
32:12
So again, that’s why horoscopes are.
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So I think we’re going to see society kind of move away from those eventually because they are kind of superficial and we’re just going to a deeper place.
32:21
And I think you mentioned in the cake and analogy is that this is a perfect example of how we all bring.
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So we’re like the sprinkles, like we all bring something different, but it’s all needed and it everyone was the same.
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This would not probably not do so great.
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We need everyone to bring their individuality to create the whole, to bring together.
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And then we are all the cake because we all are, we are all one, we’re all 11 consciousness expressing itself.
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So, you know, this illusion of separation is coming to an end and I think we’re going to see more and more, you know, that we’re, we’re way more alike than we are different.
32:57
Yeah, I think so too.
32:58
I think what’s I think about this all the time?
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I don’t know if I’m like completely going off on the rails here.
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But you know, the one thing that I feel like we have the most common as people is that we’re all going through hard things, right?
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And not, and it baffles me and I know I’ve also gone through this myself, but it’s like the last thing that we share, you know, it’s the last thing that we talk about.
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The first thing we talk about is like, how are you, are you married?
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Are you in this?
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What do you do for a living?
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What do you do for a living?
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What’s your work?
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And I’m like, but what are you going through right now?
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What’s present for you?
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What, what are you, what are your passions?
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And I think we all have that within us.
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And it’s so funny how it’s like the last thing that we talk about, but back to this astrology thing, it’s like we all have these different things that we’re all navigating in our own ways.
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It’s just, you know, it’s so easy to get caught in like, oh, I’m the only one that’s going through this.
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I’m the only one that has these specific lessons that I have to learn.
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Like, oh my gosh, my heart life is so difficult because I, I have to, yeah, learn XYZ lesson and I’m like, no one else is learning my lesson.
33:57
But that’s not true.
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We’re all learning our own lessons.
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But at the end of the day, it’s been like the greater good for our whole self and for the collective totally.
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I mean, that’s why I love our, our group of friends.
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We’ve manifested in the last year because we do have those conversations, you know, like no one’s like, what do you do?
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It’s more like, what are your dreams?
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What are you aspiring for?
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Like, what is your ultimate life look like?
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And I love that.
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And I think, I think that it’s just autopilot again this time is really giving us a chance to deprogram ourselves.
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Saturn’s and Pisces and Saturn and Pisces is letting go of our illusion of time letting go of the pressure to get things done.
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Saturn is really our karm.
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It’s our disciplinary and planet and in and in water.
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I mean, you can’t grip water, you know, so it’s really teaching us to go more inward and to realize like we are so much more than these kind of superficial questions.
34:46
And I think that it’s, I always think when people ask you how are you and everyone just says I’m good, you know, it’s like, are you good?
34:53
Really good?
34:53
Like what’s really going on?
34:55
But it’s like everyone’s go to word like I hear I’m fine.
34:59
I actually, yeah.
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Oh Yeah, me too.
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I feel like there is one of my signature talks actually starts like that.
35:05
It’s like, how often do you just say like I’m good without even thinking about how are you really?
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You know, I feel like it’s such a default for us and then when you ask someone how they are, they’re like, oh, but I’m like, really tired but I’m not going to tell them I’m tired because like, I don’t want to admit that I’m tired, like there’s this whole internal process that’s going around the fact that you just ask someone, how are you?
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Yeah.
35:23
And something I’ve realized in doing so many readings for people and just, like, learning more in the astrological world is like everyone just wants to be seen and I think I can relate so much to that because I’m an Aquarius and that’s if you are an Aquarius, you want to fit in so bad, but just not at the, not at the expense of your uniqueness, like you really just want to be accepted for who you are.
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But I think everybody does.
35:46
I think everyone just wants to be seen and heard and social media has given us that to a certain extent.
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I mean, it swings both ways for sure.
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But I think that it did give it kind of is sort of leveling the playing ground and giving people a chance to fully express all of themselves in a different way.
36:03
Of course, you can curate social media too and make it look, you know, beautiful and amazing.
36:08
But I think more and more people I’m seeing are showing up in a real way and even your podcasts like really encouraging people to express their full selves and embody all of themselves, you know, and I know we had this conversation before, but it was, it’s so easy when you’re a listener or, you know, a wisdom keeper or a, you know, just a point for someone to come to and you’re a space holder.
36:31
And I don’t mean, like, in a negative way but a space holder that you hold the space for everybody, it’s hard to feel permission to like, actually dump on someone else in a way or like even say, hey, I’m actually having a terrible day.
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Can I talk to you about it?
36:44
And I think you can, I know we’ve had that talk like, it’s, it’s hard sometimes to find that safe space in people to say, you know what?
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Actually I’m not doing well.
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And, and recently in tiktok, I’ve had a few videos really go viral and it’s really interesting.
36:57
I, I try to comment back to everybody just because that’s I’m crazy.
37:02
But, but you hear like people are struggling, you know, and they are looking for an, and I always try to say like the, you know, they’re like, will this boyfriend come back or will this happen?
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You know, and it’s, I, I can’t answer that, you know, and I just keep telling people like it’s in yourself, we got to come back home and be willing to, you know, of course, reach out and say I need help, but also look within and, and tap back in and realize like it’s all inside of ourselves and when we feel comfortable enough to express what we’re feeling sometimes that’s really all we need is just to say, actually I’m not having a great day.
37:34
Yeah.
37:34
No, 100%.
37:36
And I feel like that’s part of the work that I had to learn was like, a part of being fully expressed was like, not just expressing the good things like, and yeah, it was also being like, just purely honest, like, yeah, I’m pissed off right now.
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I’m mad right now.
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I’m angry.
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I’m sad.
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Like, I’m frustrated with someone or like just being able to say that out loud and be like, yeah, this, this is real and I can just express it.
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I think that sense of like visibility because I think so many of us are suppressing a lot of those emotions because we’re not fully giving ourselves the opportunity to say yes, this is really going on in my experience and then that experience ends up manifesting into something else because we’re keeping it internally and like all these things.
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But to your point, like as much as I think as a human experience, we also want to learn.
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But I also think that all the parts within us also want to be seen and heard and loved and like full seen and loved and heard and held, you know, it’s like, imagine like that little part of you that like always comes up and is like super frustrated and you’re like stuffing it down because you’re saying like, oh, I’m not allowed to be frustrated right now.
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Then you allow yourself to be frustrated.
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I’m like, well, I can breathe now.
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That feels good.
38:39
Versus we do a really good job of just like buring it under the rug and we’re like, no one’s going to see this and then it comes out in different ways.
38:47
Yeah, totally.
38:47
You know, I love, even in our friendship, like, love when you just text me and you say, hey, I definitely want to hang out but just know my energy is low and tired.
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Is that ok?
38:55
You know that even just gives me permission to say, hey, yeah, I hear you.
39:00
I’m tired too.
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Let’s do it, you know, or oh yeah, maybe a different date.
39:03
You know, that’s such, it sounds so simple but I never had that before and I always felt this and that’s my own my North Note or South Note.
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But this people please are like, oh, I just show up for this person all the time.
39:15
Say yes, he yes to everything.
39:16
And you know, I could segue even into on a grand scale because I didn’t really talk about this yet.
39:21
But we actually have a collective node as well.
39:24
I, I want to hear like the bigger picture too.
39:27
Yeah.
39:27
Yeah.
39:27
So, so interestingly the collective nodes right now, which so we have our individual ones we’re born with and those are in the notes switch every 18 months.
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So for 18 months, anyone born in that time are going to have those nodes And that’s why again, like people in our generation or certain generations together and that year are going to be working together to master that energy.
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And then we have a collective node.
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So right now the collective nodes are in Aries and then the South nodes in Libra.
39:54
So relationship and self access.
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It’s about, you know, our boundaries and our emotional boundaries, our personal, our physical boundaries.
40:03
It is a letting go of any people pleasing tendencies.
40:05
It’s letting go of, you know, our need for our injustice button is getting hit real hard and for many people finding more balance, you know, Libras, the scales, but usually the scales are like this.
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It’s really hard for Lee as you know, you’re a Libra, you’re always trying to find balance.
40:21
You’re like, what is the balance?
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And so and the opposite is like personal sovereignty free will independence, letting go of any co dependency on friendships, family relationships, like really coming into our uniqueness.
40:34
It’s the leadership energy, it’s war energy, it’s really like standing up for truth for what is right?
40:40
And that’s the energy I mean, and you can see that in a way reflected in society for sure right now and we’re in the middle of an eclipse season.
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We mentioned this before he hopped on, but we’re in the mid we have a solar eclipse on the eighth.
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We had, which is also in Aries and we had a lunar just had a lunar eclipse on the 20 fifth, I believe of March and that was in Libra.
40:59
So this energy is really intense, like people in relationships are going through it and either going deeper into just deeper connection and, and healthy boundaries or falling away and realizing like maybe this isn’t a match, maybe this isn’t, you know, for my highest good.
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And I really believe all this energy is realigning us for this new kind of world that we’re creating.
41:21
Yeah.
41:21
So when you say like in this season, so by the time I think this episode will drop like in the next week or two, will we still be in this season or like what’s coming?
41:30
Yeah.
41:31
So April April 8th is the solar eclipse.
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So you may release this after that.
41:36
There’s so much to be said about the solar eclipse.
41:38
I don’t really know what to believe at this point.
41:39
There’s so many theories and beliefs and I will say that eclipse windows, we have eclipses every year.
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Eclipse windows are really periods of endings and beginnings.
41:49
I would say this eclipse is very unique because today mercury is the first mercury retrograded as well and we have mercury retrogrades several times a year.
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So again, I I always tell people, people love to just like blow up mercury retrograde.
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The only things I would say about a traditional mercury retrograde is it’s a chance for our minds to reflect because if we were just going, going, going all the time, like we would go cuckoo.
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And so it’s an opportunity for us to rest our minds and really reflect on what’s happening, whatever sign it’s in that energy of those signs.
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And so we have mercury retrograde and it’s this eclipses.
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So it is a huge beginning.
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I would say we’re, we’re entering a new book of life for most of us.
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And I wouldn’t say that with every eclipse window, even though things that usually happen in eclipse seasons are permanent, like choices we make often kind of stay.
42:37
So if you leave a partnership during this time, usually they don’t come back, not always, but and and clarity can come.
42:44
Now this is interesting because mercury retrograde.
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So we don’t have full clarity.
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So we’re kind of going in blind a little bit to like where the world’s going.
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And what does this mean?
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And I think a lot of us, the a is the question of a is who am I?
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And because we have Pluto and Aquarius, which is more about the collective.
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It’s like, OK, who am I?
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And what actions can I take to create this new world that we’re moving towards this world that we’re envisioning?
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And then I will talk about one more transit that’s happening just before it will probably happen not long after you drop.
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This episode is April 20th Jupiter and Uranus are conjunct in Taurus.
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If you have your sun in Taurus, this is like such an amazing transit for you.
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Jupiter on the sun is one of the best transits of all the transits.
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It is.
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Jupiter is a planet of luck and abundance.
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It magnifies things when it’s on your sun, it really illuminates.
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It’s like a time of really positivity and luck and abundance and opportunity.
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But it’s, this is true for all of us, whether you have placements in tourist or not, it’s a huge chance to manifest a completely new reality for yourself.
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Uranus is like lightning.
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It’s like the planet that comes in and just really magnify or sorry, excuse me, Jupiter is the planet that magnifies Uranus.
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The planet that shakes things up, it comes in, it shakes things up.
43:56
It really like it’s like bursts of energy, bursts of lightning, flashes of insight.
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It’s like a higher octave mercury.
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So if you imagine this expansive huge planet and this shaking wild planet coming into the earth sign of Taurus, which is money, the financial system, it’s our, our self worth our value.
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It’s the physical world is agriculture and weather externally.
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Some crazy stuff could definitely happen on either side of this conjunction, meaning like there could be earthquakes, there could be weird weather, there could be food stuff going on.
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But on an on an internal level, it is a huge opportunity to like enter a whole new trajectory of life.
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So I don’t really, my biggest thing right now is telling people like stop looking externally for what you want to create because the world is kind of showing fear and lack right now.
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It’s not really showing love and abundance and all the things.
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But you can create that in yourself and your world can be, you know, it’s like I kind of think of COVID, right?
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For some people, COVID was like this deep sigh, this huge relief.
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Some people thrived in COVID and other people did not do so well.
44:59
They felt isolated and they felt alone, right?
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So one could argue like it depended on what your mindset was and your level of fear, your level of like what you were going through at the time, the place you were in, in your life, in your mind.
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And that’s kind of where we are right now.
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So, you know, not it’s really getting out of the victim mindset and recognizing that you can create and empower a whole new world for yourself.
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But you have to believe it’s possible.
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And this conjunction is really bringing like really quick changes, huge shifts in consciousness and opportunity to like really manifest physical abundance and like really anything you want.
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It’s a pretty powerful conjunction.
45:37
When is this happening?
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April 20th, April 20th.
45:40
Yeah, we’ll be in Costa Rica.
45:42
I know and we’ll feel the energy, you know, you’ll feel the energy for months after, right?
45:47
Because these outer planets move really slow.
45:49
So yes, it happens on the day, but you’ll see energies shifting before and after and same with eclipse windows, eclipse windows happen for two weeks, but then the energy leaves or stays for six months, like you’ll feel it for six months.
46:02
So it’s like everything’s shifting to move us into this new world, this new society, this new way of being.
46:08
And that’s why you can’t really look externally because it doesn’t look so good out in the world if you really start looking at things.
46:13
But internally, my biggest thing is like, if we really want to change the world, we have to change ourselves.
46:19
There is you can volunteer a million places, you can do a million things.
46:23
But if you have not healed yourself, you’re doing a disservice because again, we’re, we’re frequency, we’re energy.
46:29
It’s more important that, you know, you’re in J and love as often as you can be because that’s so much more powerful than, you know, any of these like idols or gurus or leaders.
46:41
Like if they’re not embodying what they’re saying that it’s really not doing as much as we think it is.
46:46
And I always tell people like you can change the world just by being a happy, positive person, just by engaging with other people.
46:52
You can make a bigger impact than maybe someone who is speaking on stages.
46:56
I mean, and you can do both.
46:58
But if you’re showing up on a stage and you’re embodying that energy.
47:01
My God, it’s like when you go in front of someone who really is embodied in their light and in their love and their speaking.
47:07
I mean, you’re one of those people for sure.
47:09
I can’t wait for you to be on stage.
47:11
You, you just, people are flocking to you and you will ship that whole room.
47:14
I mean, you feel it like the whole energy of a room shifts when someone is truly in their heart.
47:19
Yeah, I think that is where we’re headed.
47:21
And so all of these things that are happening for us are trying to push us all inward versus like, but you know, we came from Capricorn energy which is like pyramid structure, working your whole life for retirement, you know, creating these businesses all on your own.
47:35
It’s really the work work, work do, do, do energy and now that, you know, we’re tired, we don’t want that anymore.
47:40
We’re all virgin.
47:41
I resonate with that so much.
47:43
A lot of my talks are like that and you, I talked about this.
47:45
Maybe I said I was like, I’m not, I’m tired of doing entrepreneurship alone.
47:48
You know what I mean?
47:49
Like I was like, I want to do things with partners.
47:52
I want to do things together.
47:53
I want to do things collectively.
47:55
But I think I had to like to your point like work through these external things that were coming up for me or these internal things that were coming up for me that were keeping me from playing in that world in that way and showing up in that way.
48:07
And yeah, I think there’s so much, there’s a difference.
48:10
You can feel a difference when someone is truly like, I’m present, I’m here.
48:15
I love you.
48:16
I support you.
48:16
I have zero jealousy.
48:18
I ain’t triggered about your success.
48:20
I’m just so excited for you versus like there are people out there that are pretending to be like so happy for you.
48:27
Yeah, you’re so not to say that the higher voice is an example of that.
48:35
But like, you know, like when someone’s really grounded and embodied to your point, like there’s such a welcoming, heartwarming love then like I’m just saying this because I have to say it, you know, like I totally feel the difference and what a beautiful example.
48:51
So to quickly like just summarize what you said if I capture it correctly, like coming up April 20th is such an opportunity for us to manifest and really actually start almost like a new book, not necessarily just write a new chapter, but like write a completely new book through what our life can be like.
49:06
And the key thing is to dive internally, be with ourselves, internally, work through any of the things that we’re holding on to or the things that are triggering us or how to embody more love.
49:17
So we can like fully receive that new book that we’re going to get in a little bit.
49:23
Yeah.
49:23
Yeah.
49:23
And I think absolutely, that’s it.
49:25
That’s it.
49:26
And the reason I like to include manifestation with astrology when I talk about it is because again, like, because we are attracting, like, you know, more and more people joda spends is a great example, Esther Hicks.
49:39
All these people have been saying this for a long time, which is, you know, we attract what we are, we attract.
49:45
And yet here we’re not what people I think get confused.
49:48
This is like, we’re not, it’s not the thing you’re actually seeking.
49:51
It’s the feeling.
49:52
So you, yeah, you might want a new car, but it’s the feeling you get when you have the new car.
49:57
It’s not actually the new car.
49:59
And I think when we go inward sometimes also we can remedy the idea that like, maybe it’s not really about the stuff.
50:04
It’s like, oh, I’m seeking adventure and freedom and full expression of self.
50:09
And the more you can go inward and identify with that, the more you can then take action to receive those things and believe that you can receive those things.
50:17
And that is this new book we’re writing.
50:19
And I really, I’m just like, I’m, you know, you know, I’m very optimist, I’m a very optimistic person.
50:25
So I’m never going to be focused on the doom and gloom.
50:27
I’m always going to be hopeful and optimistic and believe that we can change because I know we can, you know, and I think that.
50:34
Absolutely.
50:35
You can write a new book if you are willing to just, we have to face ourselves.
50:39
You know, we have to be willing, as you said, to fully express all of us and doing that.
50:45
Then there’s nothing left to fear, you know, and you’re not here to be liked by every person.
50:51
If you’re, if you are liked by everyone, then you’re not fully expressing yourself.
50:54
You know, like can we say that louder?
50:57
It is so true.
50:58
Then you are not your most authentic self because you’re just, yeah, you’re not attracting, you’re attracting like a chameleon version of you, right?
51:05
Totally.
51:06
It’s like multiple versions of you.
51:08
Not the you.
51:09
Yeah.
51:10
And we’ve talked about this like you’re here to trigger people like you’re gonna trigger people and when you’re in your heart, you’re absolutely going to trigger people because that is, I think the ultimate fear people have is opening the heart.
51:21
I think that is root of the pain and suffering that so much of us experience.
51:25
You know, it’s what some of us lacked from our parents.
51:28
It’s like an open heart means you’re vulnerable to be hurt.
51:31
It means you’re vulnerable to be abandoned or disappointed or let down.
51:37
But it’s like if you can heal those things and realize like it’s all within you, then you, there is no one to hurt you.
51:43
You know, like you’re not actually alone, you’re never alone.
51:46
You can’t be alone.
51:47
Like we are all connected, you know, and source God divine whatever you want to call it in every single one of us.
51:54
You know.
51:54
And I feel like when we can come back to that truth, there’s there, you can be all of yourself.
52:00
You don’t have to have those fears or you can have them and you don’t have to, like, let them stop you.
52:07
Yeah.
52:07
And I think that’s like, the biggest thing is like, there is no person out here in the world that has no fears.
52:12
You know, none of us are God, none of us are good.
52:15
But like yesterday, I was talking to a friend and we were just talking about how like, you know, truly like the way that I look at God or the universe or source.
52:22
It’s like this infinite love, like unconditional love that I’m constantly striving for and like want to embody and like, want to be present in.
52:30
But it’s one of the most scariest things because you’re constantly keeping your heart wide open, right?
52:34
You’re constantly leaving with like, all right, I’m going to be all of me.
52:38
I’m going to bring myself forward.
52:40
You’re going to see these messy parts of me, the parts of me that are really great, the parts of me that I admire and everything within me and everything that I come with and my quirkiness, my weirdness, my sweetness, whatever that is for me.
52:50
And it’s like, let me it all on the line heart open, you take me in and it’s like the number one thing that I think we all want as human beings, right?
52:58
That deep human connection and deep, fully love and scene.
53:01
But it’s clearly one of the scariest things.
53:03
So it’s not saying that you don’t have these fears, you don’t have these insecurities.
53:06
It’s just the practice of constantly getting comfortable with opening your heart as much as you can.
53:12
Yeah.
53:12
And living in that uncomfortable.
53:15
Yeah.
53:15
Like, basically so comfortable in the uncomfortable that you’re like, I’m good, I’m safe.
53:22
I’m ok.
53:22
I’ve got me like, I still choose love.
53:24
I still choose me and stepping through that.
53:27
Absolutely.
53:28
Wilson.
53:30
That was so, so good.
53:31
So I would love to hear,, what, how are you stepping into your fullest express self right now?
53:38
Well, I think definitely the more I’ve gotten comfortable sharing astrology.
53:42
I mean, I’m, I’m lucky because I do feel like a lot more people are opening to all of this.
53:47
Whereas before, I mean, I used to talk about not astrology but other, you know, spirituality and certain things.
53:53
And I was always like the weird one at the party that would look in the sky and be like, whoa, isn’t it wild?
53:57
We’re made of those stars.
53:58
And like, I don’t know, I just say the weirdest stuff, not weird now because everyone gets it.
54:02
But like at the time this is like 2000 eight people in high school or whatever, 2005 people are just like, are you OK.
54:09
What are you, are you high right now?
54:10
I’m like, no, no.
54:12
But this is why, what I’m thinking, you know, the I just ridiculous thoughts all the time like wow, we’re just all water.
54:17
It’s so crazy.
54:18
Everything’s water anyways, I could digress.
54:20
But I think just embracing that part of me, you know, and my, this is a powerful year, you know, for me because the nodes are in my nodes.
54:28
So for me, it is really like finding independence and coming into my truth and knowing like I’m not going to say things perfectly, but I know my voice is meant to be heard and so embracing that and being OK, you know, saying the uncomfortable truth sometimes or just even standing in my truth and you know, knowing like, OK, I am, I also know my human design.
54:49
I’m a 51.
54:50
So like I’m here to ruffle feathers, I’m here to say things that make people uncomfortable.
54:53
Like I’m here to poke people and as you can relate because you’re a Libra, it’s so hard for so long.
54:58
I I really held myself back because I was more concerned with how people, not even how they perceived me, but how they felt like I didn’t want to make other people uncomfortable in any situation.
55:09
I know you can relate to that.
55:11
I’m like, yes, yes, yes, I could feel it.
55:14
Yeah.
55:15
So, so for me, yeah, and you’re feeling this too because the nodes are hitting your son.
55:19
So, but yeah, it’s just really like understanding that it’s OK like it’s OK.
55:23
You know, not being liked, that was a really big lesson in my life.
55:26
It’s like I’m not going to be liked by everyone and not everyone’s going to resonate with my message.
55:30
And that’s also OK, like we’re all, that is the cool thing about evolutionary astrology.
55:34
We’re all in a different frequency, we’re all in a different path.
55:36
And as we raise our frequency, people fall away, you know, that could be family or friends.
55:41
But you attract even more incredible people and the right people and people that see you.
55:46
And I feel like the more I have come into who I am, the more I can’t even express like the incredible humans that I have attracted in my life, like friendships.
55:54
I dreamed of having you very much being one of them where I can just be myself and say these weird things and you don’t think they’re weird, you know, or maybe you do but you let me see them.
56:03
So that’s beautiful.
56:04
Yeah.
56:04
So I think just stepping into that leadership role and embracing it and being really fully expressing all of me so beautiful and, you know, II I smile, I’m mostly tearing up a little bit because I’m like, no wonder we’re friends.
56:17
I know because I, you know, I think that’s the one thing that people don’t talk about.
56:21
Like when you are stepping into this leadership role and talking about things that feel like taboo in a way, you know, things that feel like, oh, not everyone is talking about this and maybe there is and I think now there is the spots on the internet and that are like, oh, here are my people.
56:35
They’re all talking about this thing that I’m talking about, but it could still feel so edgy.
56:39
It could still feel like, oh I’m going to piss some people off.
56:43
I’m going to trigger some people.
56:44
People might not like me and it’s like such a hard pill to swallow.
56:47
And you know, I just want to say like for you, Sam, like you, I tell you this all the time when you start speaking, it’s like I am like so tuned in and like, I feel like you are such a channel, but you also have such a beautiful energy in the sunset.
57:01
It’s so inviting.
57:02
And I think because of your positive outlook and your optimism and your encouragement, it invites people into being like, ok, I trust myself because Sam believes in me.
57:11
You know what I mean?
57:12
Like that kind of energy.
57:14
No, I need it.
57:15
And so I tell you that because I think we need more of that and just like you and just like I am like working through these internal things that we’re navigating and like that we’re scared of or these fears and these lessons that we’re learning, there is such a gift on the other side of that, that like you already shine, right?
57:32
Like you are already, your essence is already doing so many amazing things no matter what, even though you’re having an internal experience, that’s what I want to highlight.
57:41
It’s like we’re out of these internal experiences, but people still receive us in a certain way.
57:45
And I used to be like I went through this second guessing part of myself.
57:49
I’m like, wait, do you, do you really receive me that way?
57:52
Like that’s how I want to be received.
57:53
But like, yeah, you really experienced me in that way.
57:55
Like are you just saying that to say that or like, do you really because I didn’t believe internally that someone could receive me or experience me in that way?
58:04
And so I just want to remind you like that’s how I experience you every single day that we hang, every time that we get to hang out.
58:09
I’m like, oh my gosh, I get to hang out with Sam.
58:11
It’s so fun.
58:12
We get to be met in every single way and I’m going to walk away feeling like I can conquer the world because I’m just who you are.
58:17
Yeah.
58:18
Thank you.
58:19
That’s so beautiful.
58:20
I mean, I got exactly the same way about you.
58:22
So and you, you know, we are very similar.
58:25
I know I know, I tried enough to know we have a lot of similar aspects and it is true.
58:29
And I think, I think too, I was going to say, you know, I almost like, see it like when you look in a mirror, you know, there’s like that whole, have you ever seen that true mirror video that’s going around where this guy created a true mirror.
58:38
So you can actually see what everyone else sees.
58:41
And it made me think about the fact that every day we look in the mirror, we’re not actually seeing ourselves, we’re seeing an inverted version of ourselves.
58:47
And I think that’s how we view ourselves a lot of times in the world.
58:51
And when you, you know, it’s so hard to see yourself like you said, how other people see you.
58:56
But I do feel that the more you embody who you are, the more you’re like, oh yeah, I can be that thing, right?
59:01
I can actually open up myself and allow like you’re a mirror for me to see myself at times, you know, and vice versa.
59:09
And I think that’s really beautiful and I feel like when you can open your heart, you know, as scary as it is, you’re able to, to be more and more and see more and more of yourself and be like, oh, that is possible, you know.
59:21
And one other thing I’ll say that I’ve been thinking a lot about and I think you have too is also like, what does it feel like to step into that life that you really want?
59:28
And that’s what this just conjunction is kind of providing.
59:31
That’s why I really say like, dream big because we ourselves small.
59:37
A lot of the time, like, we don’t believe we’re capable of certain things or it’s very hard to visualize ourselves in these like, you know, I think like you were talking about, I see myself on stage, I see you on stage, my God, you know, and talking in front of these people and even though you can speak into it, I guarantee like there’s moments where you’re like, oh, that’s scary.
59:55
You know, it’s like, oh 100% like I want to be on, I want to be on these really big stages but there’s a lot that comes with being on big stages, you know, it’s like, even though I feel called to do it.
1:00:04
So there’s definitely the duality of both.
1:00:06
It’s like, yeah, I want that and there’s stuff that comes with it, you know, and I think there’s power in spending time and sitting in that discomfort and like visualizing and, and, and I think I’ve just been thinking about that a lot too.
1:00:17
Like, what does that feel like to be a leader or to be on a stage or to whatever it is that your dream is, you know, to be in that because I think a lot of times too like we immediately like a little fear turns on and like you said, we go and we just like later, like, let me put that in the future.
1:00:32
But it’s time, it’s time we need more people to step into their power and step into their potential and, and stand in their truth, you know, and I think that is the lesson right now is like your voice deserves to be heard.
1:00:44
It needs to be heard.
1:00:45
Like our generation is one of the first that are really actually doing the work to heal ourselves.
1:00:51
And, you know, I have this discussion all the time with my parents, like, bless their hearts, they’re trying, but like they just don’t have the self awareness in the same way that we do.
1:00:59
Like we have a gift and a responsibility.
1:01:02
And I feel like especially yours and my generation, you know, we, we are the last ones to really grow up without phones when we were young.
1:01:09
And so I feel like we do connect the old world and the new world.
1:01:12
So I think we have the ultimate responsibility to, you know, guide and navigate the the new generations on how to be fully expressive and not, you know, get lost in the technology and, and yeah, like just be the role models.
1:01:27
Like we are the new leaders of the earth.
1:01:28
I really believe that, you know, and so anyone that’s listening to this, like if you feel that call in your heart.
1:01:33
You step, it’s time to step up.
1:01:35
It really is.
1:01:36
This is the time there’s no future.
1:01:37
There’s only now.
1:01:39
Yeah.
1:01:39
I also think that we can show up.
1:01:41
Like, so I think sometimes when you hear this, you’re like, oh, I have to have this, like, big purpose, you know, or like, and it’s not true, like, in my opinion, I’m like, you are a leader in your family.
1:01:50
You are the leader of your current family.
1:01:53
You could be breaking generations of your mom’s passing down.
1:01:56
You could be the leader in your friendship that is doing differently.
1:01:59
You could be the leader at work like in your day to day just on your team.
1:02:03
Like there’s so much that we’re getting called into.
1:02:06
And I think that that leadership role, not only just embodies like the executives, it doesn’t, it’s not for the CEO S, it’s not for the president of the world, for someone that is just an entrepreneur.
1:02:17
I mean, this is someone for anyone.
1:02:19
Like I really think that we are the CEO S and the leaders of our own life, like our day to day life, whatever we define that for ourselves.
1:02:27
And this is the opportunity for us to lead in whatever that way looks like for you.
1:02:32
That’s so powerful.
1:02:33
That’s exactly the Aries energy beautifully said.
1:02:36
Yeah.
1:02:38
And that’s also where I, where I was like referring to before when I said, you know, when you understand where energy and frequency, you could make a bigger impact.
1:02:45
Most likely you’re making a bigger impact than like many of these presidents because they’re so egocentric.
1:02:50
I mean, to be a president of any country, like, you have to have a pretty big ego, like that’s just a given.
1:02:54
So it’s like, and you’re under a lot of stress.
1:02:56
So like if you think of someone who is just like, embodied in their heart grounded in who they are being creative, living their life in joy, you’re gonna impact at the end of your life, you will have impacted far more many people.
1:03:09
I could guarantee it just by living in the world in that energy and anyone that is like leading a country or doing any of these other things, I feel like you touch one person who then like, I, I always think about when someone’s like, oh, I love your outfit or your smile is so beautiful or gosh, your eyes are so stunning, you instantly uplift someone and then they could go on to do the same and then they could go on to do the same and so forth and so on.
1:03:31
And it’s like, that’s a bigger impact.
1:03:32
Then we just think more because again, we’re coming from this Capricorn instru of like, well, I’m a CEO, what’s my job?
1:03:39
This is what I’m doing.
1:03:40
And we’re moving more into like, recognizing that the real impact is the internal world that is like the little things, right?
1:03:46
Like when you ask people at the end of their life, like, what are you, what are your regrets or what do you cherish?
1:03:51
They’re always like the memories with family, the friendships, the experiences.
1:03:56
They’re never like I was the director of this company.
1:03:59
Like, no, that, you know, and that’s ok too to want those things like beautiful if you want that.
1:04:05
But understand that, like when you’re showing up in your heart and in your truth, that’s so much more powerful and more impactful in the world.
1:04:12
Like as I said, when you get up on stage, you’re so embodied as a human.
1:04:16
Like you’re going to shift thousands of people’s lives.
1:04:18
Like just this podcast is changing lives, you know.
1:04:20
So it doesn’t have to be a big purpose.
1:04:22
It could be like being a mom and just like raising happy Children and you’re like, that’s the best.
1:04:29
I mean, if anything I’d argue, that’s like one of the biggest shifts you could make in humanity is like being a present, loving mother.
1:04:35
Yeah, totally.
1:04:36
And doing it differently than what our parents did, our generations to come.
1:04:39
And I think that’s already happening where a lot of, oh yeah, for sure.
1:04:42
Just generations are looking at past generations are like, thank you mom and dad for everything that you gave me with the resources that you did have.
1:04:49
Now I’m going to take that and do even better, you know, like my dad told me once my still keep is still my day.
1:04:55
He’s like, he’s like, I’m to give you, take all the good for me and don’t take the bad but take all the good for me and make it better.
1:05:01
And I’m like, I feel like that’s such a big part of me that I’m like, ok, my parents have given me so much of what they could with what they had.
1:05:08
Do I still have loans from working from being in a relationship with them, from them being my parents.
1:05:13
Of course, I mean, I have my own experience and the psychology just works that way.
1:05:18
It doesn’t mean that I’m not going to take what they’ve taught me all the things I love about them and then all the things that I want to quote unquote, improve or make better or make shifts to because I want to be able to give that to my kids.
1:05:28
And I think that in itself is a simple leadership role, but to what we’re talking about, like that is what we’re talking about here.
1:05:35
Like be the leader of your life, be the CEO of your life, make the chances, make the changes, do something different because it’s for you in whatever way that looks like.
1:05:46
Yeah.
1:05:46
And I think if you’re confused about any of that, like, ask yourself why, like, why am I holding myself back or, and that’s what this time is kind of showing us like, why am I holding myself back?
1:05:55
Why am I not speaking my truth or what?
1:05:57
Why do I want to do what I say?
1:05:59
I want to do.
1:05:59
Why do I do?
1:06:00
Don’t do what I say I want to do.
1:06:02
You know all those kind of questions and you can have your why?
1:06:05
Then there’s, and it could be like, why do you want to be a mom or why do you want to be this, whatever it is in your heart, we’re all here to fulfill a unique individual purpose.
1:06:13
That’s what astrology teaches you and, and you can get out of that victim mindset and really understand like you can change your life right now in this moment by doing exactly what you said, which is what the nodes are teaching us, which is being the leader, taking responsibility and being the leader of your life and forgiving yourself because you didn’t know.
1:06:30
But now you do and you can do better once you know, right?
1:06:34
Like you do better when you know better.
1:06:36
Yeah, 100%.
1:06:37
Well, this has been so helpful and I feel like everyone’s gonna take away so much from this episode.
1:06:44
So I would love for you to share how can someone reach you?
1:06:48
What are you up to these days?
1:06:50
And yeah, if they want to do a reading or maybe do like a course in the future, things like that, what would you like to tell them?
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Yeah.
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So I have a website, it’s called the Divine rising.com.
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And all my socials are on there too.
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On Instagram, I my social is just Divine rising and then on tiktok it’s the divine rising.
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And yeah, you can just follow me there if you want to know what’s going on in the world.
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I don’t, like I said, I don’t do horoscopes really.
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I focus more on like what’s happening for the collective.
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I do offer readings.
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They’re linked in my website and I do do sinister readings too which are so I love doing syn readings with couples and stuff.
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So and then I am coming out with a North node course in the next week.
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Yeah, fingers crossed.
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It will be done in the next two weeks.
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So I’m really excited about that because like I said, if you, if you know nothing but your north node you have, you’re way ahead of the rest.
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So that will come out.
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But you can sign up to be notified on my website.
1:07:45
Amazing.
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Yeah, you guys need to definitely get that North Node thing.
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I mean, learning my north node really changed everything, being in Sam’s energy, I changed everything and like her Instagrams are like her socials are just so great on a daily.
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So you can like really catch up on like what’s happening to collective as a whole and it does give you a sense of peace and shows you like, oh, this is this is what’s going on.
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Like sometimes I’m like, duh makes sense.
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So, yeah, thank you so, so much for coming on the podcast.
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It means the world to me that I get to like jam, like, I feel like you and I get to jam like this any time we get to hang out, which is such a blessing and such a gift.
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And I’m so grateful for it and I’m so glad that the fully expressed community gets to listen to it today and like, we could talk for hours like we get, I know I’m like, can we do like a cat three?
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Like, I feel like there could be so many more episodes because I sometimes I wish like, you know, because I, I feel so blessed like, I mean, I feel like I want this for everyone, but I feel like we have such great friends in our lives.
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I’m like, damn, if only people could just like, listen to this conversation, like they would get so much value of it.
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So that’s one of the reasons why this podcast is here because I’m like, I know I have a lot to share, but there’s so long people that I’m surrounded by that so much to share.
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So, thank you so much for sharing your gifts with us today.
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Thank you for having me.
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I know you’ve had incredible people on.
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I loved that episode so far that you’ve, yeah, they’re awesome.
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Thank you and Nick might be my favorite though.
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Nick.
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Did you listen to it?
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Yeah, you and Nick?
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I love it.
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That’s so good.
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Yeah, we need to have him more on the podcasts.
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Like I just want to feature all my people because everyone is just so great.
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So, yeah.
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Well, thank you so, so much.